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grief is a very subjective thing and it's different to each person who experiences it. as a regular writer, i know some of you expect to read about my father's death or how i am coping with it, but i really am in no mood to write about it. i am in the mood to tell you to stop smoking though, that shit is bad for you.

we cope. we do the best we can to cope. 

distractions help for a while.

love you and miss you lots, pi.